UnSpoken

You are my weakness
I don’t want to start this again…
Again I don’t know that I can finish.

When I look at you I see this amazing, beautiful human being.
I see the biggest sweetest heart.
I see future, I see love.

When I’m with you I can’t be anything but myself.
I don’t have to pretend anything.
All my smiles are real, my laughs genuine, as are all my touches.
I’m so at ease in your presence.

Why are there trees, mountains, skies and worlds between us.
And between us, why is there history, people, words and the unsaid.
Why is it that I can’t make it all work in my head?

After all is said…
I will never ask anything of you.
Never again.

Written September 16, 2007