BEYOND FREE

Beyond my control,
I fell for you instantly.
Beyond my control,
you broke me suddenly.

Took me years to feel.
Years to care,
longer to love.
Only moments to lose it all.

You "got" me when,
I was "too much" for many.
I'm told I will find someone that,
"fits me like a puzzle piece".
You were supposed to be,
the missing pieces to my puzzle’d heart.

Your emotionless break up haunts me.
Not a tear.
Not a fear.
As though there was nothing,
Ever.

My love isn't supposed to,
throw me away.
My love isn't supposed to,
hurt like this.

Only threads keep me,
sewn to a once loving memory.

Within my control
I will no longer feel
Within my control
I will break free

Written January 2009