RandomBlog

I guess it’s time to update this shit... and let’s try to update this shit with something worth reading, arite Fally?

Sure. Shoot.

October. It’s been a year plus a day since I meet a guy that I actually felt something for in YEARS. The relationship ended abruptly, one month later, when he decided I wasn’t anything to him. I don’t fall like that and I will never let myself do that again.

There’s a foolish fool in all of us... “These foolish games are tearing me apart, and your thoughtless words are breaking my heart...” Yeah I dunno, that song just popped into my noggin.

Anyways...

The Nan and Pops are here for 3 weeks, it’s great spending time with them. They are getting so old, aging so quickly. I hate feeling like time is running out. How horrid. Nothing lasts forever, even more horrid...

Morbid thoughts must leave.

Thanksgiving weekend just passed in Canada. I saw a lot of family, family that live minutes away that I’ll maybe only see once a year. It’s so odd. I enjoy seeing them, even with the weird “strangerness” in the air. These people are really kind of just strangers but we share the same blood or family connection so it gives us reason to gather together, and in this case, eat a big fat bird.

12:12 am. Aren’t I supposed to wish or something? I wish to understand better why “everything happens for a reason”.

4 days ago I stated 365fally. I’m going to take a photo of myself every day for a year. Crazy right? Weird project can be fun. I’m thinking of doing something really neat with all the photos afterwards. We. Shall. See.

I have almost the worst intuition ever. People that I almost hate and are weary about when I first meet them almost always turn into good people and good friends. It’s the people that I trust and fall in love with instantly that I grow to hate because they fuck me over or turn into evil, heartless buttheads. What gives? I should really just go with the opposite of what I initially feel. What a load of junk Fallon, you really need to get with the program, girl!

This just turned into something random. I shall call this RandomBlog. Yes. I think that’s how my brain functions anyways.

Bottom line, I just hope it ends up being something worth reading.

Goodnight. xo