Contentment over comes me because I know that you will miss me. While you’re missing me, looking back on your regrets, hurting because of your bullshit decisions, I smile because now you’re hurting like you once hurt me.
In other new...
Life is all over the place lately... well not MY life, everyone else’s life. I believe that keeping things simple in my own world is the only way to roll. My heart aches to those friends of mine that are hurting.
It would seem that relationships, love and honesty isn’t worth anything anymore. It’s horrible. I have actual physical evidence that true love isn’t real, marriage is just a piece of paper that is rarely taken seriously and that I really am - totally and completely - better off alone.
I said something that hit a few hearts “I don’t like feeling like this, I have control over my being and I will change it” I’m not sure if I got that from somewhere or pieces of it somewhere but I don’t have the best memory in the world so some of it has to at least be me. Ha.
And... I just drew a blank on feelings, thought and my mind is moosh.
Fal
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