A day in the life of a fat girl...

A day (and week) in the life of a fat girl...

"I wish I could wear that shirt... It's too tight, no one wants to see that."
"... it's in your genes, it's going to be harder for you to lose weight." says my doctor. Super... Thanks family. I get my yearly check up, everything is great. Thyroid is good too.

"Maybe this is where your body wants to be..." says a friend. I don't accept that.

I am more active than anyone I know, but I'm one of the biggest. I eat healthier* than anyone I know, but I'm one of the bigger ones. (*healthier by my standards and research, not the bullshit Canadian/American Food Guide)

My fat is constantly on my mind, the constant insecurity of being in public... thanking the hoodie inventor daily for hiding my unpleasant bodyness. I avoid mirrors. I avoid cloth shopping. Online shopping is great. I avoid new people, I avoid a lot.

I'm to eat six times a day. "Speed up your metabolism." Okay. LOTSA’ fruits and veggies. The occasional veggie burger. Bowl of bran flax with almond milk.

A usual active week for Fally:
(NOTE: this isn’t “new” I’ve been at this for years, more determined in the last year though.)

Monday:
AM 60 min Spin class.
PM Yoga with a friend and/or 30 min run and/or 30 min on the bike and/or elliptical and/or weight training. (whatever I feel like doing for 60 min)

Tuesday:
AM up at 5:20 am to do 60 min of something at the gym.
PM Yoga class and dodgeball

Wednesday:
AM Spin class
PM Dodgeball

Thursday:
AM 60 min of something at the gym
PM Dodgeball

Friday:
AM 60 min. of something at the gym
PM might take the night off if there is nothing planned... 80% of the time I go to the gym, it’s not as busy on Fridays.

Saturday:
Go to the gym at some point or take day off if I plan on going Sunday. Or if I'm feeling extra fat I'll go both days.

Sunday:
See Saturday.

I'm trying.

"...well it must be what you are eating..." says most people. I am mostly vegan but I'm completely vegetarian. I eat healthy.

Plus side to all this... I haven't really been sick in over a year.

There you have it... A glimpse into the struggling life of a wanna be more comfortable in her body, chubby girl.

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We were made for eachother...

I used to hate avocados! Ok well, I didn't hate them but I didn't really like them all that much. Guacamole was good, the avocado alone was yucky...

UNTIL RECENTLY...

On a whim I bought one while I was grocery shopping with my mom. I was going to add bits to my veggie shake because avocados are really healthy.

That evening, I added some to my shake but for shitz and gigz, I tried some just on it's own...

Oh sweet mother! It was like instant love, with the heart-shaped eyes and everything! I gobbled down a little less than half and dreamt about it all day at home waiting for me to eat a little more for dinner.

I just went out and bought 6 more. *smile*

Being in love is great isn't it!

<3

Borrow My DVD - Follow The DVD - 001 - The Eagle Has Landed

Borrow My DVD - Follow The DVD - 001 - The Eagle Has Landed:»
001 - The Eagle Has Landed
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 at 3:49PM
"Today marks a momentous occasion for the Borrow My DVD project. The DVD arrived today in Edmonton Alberta Canada. After travelling roughly 2400 miles from my home, today is when the project officially starts. Hopefully, we'll have some pictures or reviews to share in the near future.

The next few stops won't take as long, as the DVD is going to trek through Canada first, before returning to the United States. Thanks again to everyone for signing up. Don't forget to spread the word though. Sign ups will remain open indefinitely, as we've had enough people join to last most (if not all) of 2010."

Love is... - Sarkastickunt

Love is... - Sarkastickunt:
"Love is... telling him “Not tonight, I have my period.” And him saying, “That’s okay, we’ll lay a towel down and take a shower right after.”"

LEZZZBEEANS

Amanda and I were finishing up at the gym last night, we were in the dressing room and she told me I had to remind her to check her lotto tickets... (Uh, BTW this is your reminder... haha!)

Fally: 'So when you win lotsa money are we going to get married?'
Amanda: *looks at the other chick in the locker room and kinda laughs*
Fally: 'What... so you don't wanna marry me?'

Haha :D I am sure lotsa people think we're 'together' and it's kinda funny.

I didn't look at the other chick, but I'm sure we was all like 'OMG LEZZZBEEANS!!' I think she was changing too and she was probably trying to flash me her junks.

Amanda may LOOK like she wears the pants in our relationship but I am totally the pant wearer.

... But you need protien!!

Hey world, have ya heard? There's protien in plants!

I wish people would stop telling me that I need protien. I hear this a minimum of 5 times a week!

Really? You don't think I know HOW to accomplish that with plants... fruits, veggies, nuts?

It would be like me constantly telling people, "You need fiber!"

Okay, obviously, no offence to the peeps that have mentioned this to me. I probably love you... and I forgive you.

Now go enjoy your protien filled animal parts.

:D xo


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PSA

Public Service Announcement: It may not bother you to go to the gym in the morning without brushing your teeth but it REALLY sucks for the rest of us - Think about it, you're breathing heavy, sharing the that greatness with the rest of us.

Special Side Note: if you must arrive at the gym without the brushing your teeth, make sure a fan isn't blowing past you onto someone... Asshole.